Does the world understand how we are suffering?

Sometimes all we can think about is how hard life has become in Haiti.

I myself can’t stop thinking about Big Outlet, where we used to take children from Haiti Awake every Christmas and also to prepare for back to school. It was a good place to go shopping.

Now, unfortunately , because of the current situation with the gangs, we can’t go there anymore. The area around Big Outlet is incredibly unsafe. The place we used to drive we can not drive any more. Did you hear what happened at Sun Auto recently? That is very near to Big Outlet.

I seriously miss that place.

I am also thinking about many Haitians who used to work there now have no job. When you hear about the hard times in Haiti, you probably don't hear about how many people have become unemployed, but I know the truth. So many people have lost their jobs.

Also, I wonder about the merchandise at Big Outlet. Is it all ruined now? What a loss to the person who invested in opening this business. Will we have a place like this ever again?


What will become of my country? Of my people? Does the world understand how we are suffering?

Kite peyi’m mache.

Music Lessons Behind Prison Walls

I’m frequently asked, “How are things in Haiti?” to which I offer this question: “Are you asking about Haiti, or do you want to know about Haiti Awake because these are vastly different answers.”

Haiti is on the edge of the abyss, and I do not speak in hyperbole. Haiti Awake, however, is thriving, by God's grace.

We continue to move forward, and we are so happy to share a new program - music lessons at CERMICOL. Because of the generous donations of friends who have a heart for prison ministry, we were able to purchase a complete set of drums, and they were safely shipped to Haiti.

Now the fun begins.

Every Sunday for the next six months from 2-4 p.m. four boys will receive music lessons, specifically drum lessons. This first group will finish in December, and new boys will have the same opportunity.

Glwa pou Bondye.

An update from Vorb

I have had a great year at Séminaire de Théologie Evangélique de Port-au-Prince (STEP). I am grateful for the opportunity to increase my knowledge of the Bible and ministry.

I have not been in school since 2017. I lost the habit of sitting in a chair listening to lectures, doing homework, and moving from one place to another in other to get tasks related to study done.

In late August 2022, I had a choice between getting my CPA license or going to seminary. The first one is for professional matters and the second one is to fulfil a vow that I made some years ago. After some thinking and seeking advice, I decided to start with fulfilling my vow before I get the first goal done.

I went to the seminary to get information, but they told me registration was finished and if I wanted to be part of the session, I needed to get registered very soon. Therefore, I took the admission exam and got the interview. The next week, classes began. I was so in a rush to get registered to class, that I did not have any school supplies to go to class. I had to go get some and of course, the Executive Director helped me get a solid, waterproof bag and was faithful on supplying me beautiful pens 😂 because she knows that I really like to write with them.

I went to the new year activity Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. But on Wednesday, a big rain soaked me and a coworker that went to the ceremony too. It was a struggle to find a ‘tap tap’ because the roads were flooded. Finally, a friend, on a motorcycle, went by and gave us a ride until home. It was so frustrating to me, and I asked how I would make it for the session. I have been under some rain later in the weeks after. But it was not too bad. And I kept on going to class.

My big challenges for this year were

• First, the transportation. Since November, ‘the time is changed’ by the government. I mean that class ended when it was very dark. With the insecurity, it has been difficult to find ‘tap tap’ to get back home. But, sometimes, I found friends that gave me rides. And with the raised price and the shortage of fuel, it was hard. Some days, it took hours to wait for ‘tap tap’. But finally, we made it work.

• Second, the amount of reading that I had to make for each class. A two hour class requires 200 pages of reading, beside the textbooks recommended for the classes and for a three-hour class, 300 pages of reading is required and some other reading for the administration.

• Third, time management. I had to find time for work, seminary, family and church. It has been a struggle for me to have time to do all that and do everything well. Time was never enough for me. And the first session was online, because of the political situation of the country. We had class via voice messages on WhatsApp and we had evaluations and work via Google Classroom. With the internet issue, I had to stay at the Community Center late to be able to have class, sometimes. The professor was asking individual questions via the chats and if somebody were offline or not attending, the professor would notice. But some days, I had to be attending at home and the professor would send a message and I would receive it 15 minutes later. And imagine that we have to attend a three-hour class like that and the professor ask you to make a summary of the class to send him before 12:00 AM after the class? I had to overnight to meet these expectations. But we made it work.

• Finally, the heat. It’s hot, and I had to wear a tie from Monday to Thursday. On Friday, I could choose not to wear it. It’s not hot in class because there are large windows and fans that are always on. But on the way to school, in crowed tap taps, dusty road and the sun, it was hard.

My satisfaction was that the professors are really committed. They always come to give class, even when the situation on the road is bad because of demonstration, insecurity and kidnaping. They are available to listen to our questions and concerns and are ready to help. Every student is called by his/her name. When someone, with a vehicle, comes to class or any service or activity related to the seminary, he/she is always ready to give rides to anybody that’s going their way and do not have vehicle. I have seen other students and professors change their itinerary just because they want to drop other students somewhere they can easily find public transportation or near their houses.

There is also the sense of friendship, respect and brotherhood among the students and the people of the administration. It makes you feel that you belong to a community, that others care about you, your ministry, your family, and your wellbeing.

There is a lot available to learn at the seminary. It’s like a well. You can take as much as you can. Being in seminary showed me that there are a lot of verses that I understood and heard preached out of context. It’s amazing, for me to see the number of errors and lies people tell about the bible. I am more than grateful to learn some and to be able to be in the right track to find and go search the Truth.

I am now on vacation. I will be back to school this fall, late August or beginning September. We pray that the country finds stability, and we can have class physically at the seminary.

R.I.P., EDH (City Power)

It’s been about two months since we don’t have City Power in our area of Haiti. Not even one day.

It’s been two months since our community was immersed in the dark. Maybe EDH has been kidnapped and killed. Who knows since kidnapping is still our current reality in Haiti.

Right now, we are experiencing a heat we never experienced before, and so many mosquitoes, as well. Notice, that it’s not even July yet.

I wish people in my area could have EDH at night, so that they could use a fan to help them fight the heat and the mosquitoes.

Fact: Yesterday, I went to three big grocery stores looking for some ice, so my family could have some cold water to drink. I found nothing. (I just feel so sad.)

Also, I also received a call from CERMICOL (the juvenile prison), telling me that they are in a complete darkness, as well. (All I can think is just wow.) They are looking for someone to help them get some lights with solar panel, because the absence of the City Power, affects everyone and everywhere.

It’s so hard right now, even for people to have their phones charged.

At Haiti Awake, we are so thankful and blessed beyond words that we have a solar system at the community center.

But it’s so sad to see the whole community in the dark.

An update on my April trip

I recently made a trip to the US to help with a market for Mission Made Jewelry.

I am so thankful for the time I spent with different people who care so much about Haiti and everyone at Haiti Awake, but the last three days of the trip I spent with my friend, Becky, were the most encouraging. Here’s why:

1- Walking in the morning, where both of us were talking about the evolution of the ministry of Haiti Awake , in a country that has recently become almost unlivable for our own children.

2-Talking about her surgery that will happen May 2 that will prevent her from coming back to Haiti for some time.

3- Talking, praying every evening on the deck, and then to give each other a big hug before saying good night.

Finally, I felt very encouraged by Pastor Ethan’s new sermon series on Philippians titled: “Jesus is Worth It “

This was a great trip, and I am looking forward for another great one soon.

The Work That Is Ours

The Work That Is Ours

"I want to have faith that there is no heart God cannot mend, no past He cannot redeem, no sickness He cannot heal, no relationship He cannot restore, no person He cannot save, no sin He cannot forgive, no need He cannot meet, no prayer so big that He cannot answer it.

"And yet to have that kind of faith is risky because it means trusting God and His Word. It means believing that God is good, that God does good, and that God is working all things together for my good, even when things don’t look good."

Christine Caine

Our 2022 in Review

Our 2022 in Review

This year in review is a group effort on the part of senior staff at Haiti Awake. There were far too many things to mention that happened in this year, and we are so grateful that again at the end of another year we can say, “Glwa pou Bondye.”

Welcome, Rose-Carmel Jean Joseph!

Wife to Wesly and mother to Juzie Marlïah, Rose-Carmel is the newest member of the staff of Haiti Awake.

Having grown up in Tabarre 14, Rose-Carmel knows our community well.


She is a vital part of Église Évangélique de la Grâce de Caradeux as a leader on the worship team, and she is a student at STEP, taking the course for women on Saturdays.

According to Pastor Steeve, Rose-Carmel loves God and she loves people.

Rose-Carmel will have a variety of responsibilities with the CCS program, including teaching the children,  and will have the opportunity to grow in areas where she already shows a great deal of potential.

We are so happy to welcome her to our team.

A brief history

As we approach our 8 year anniversary as a ministry, I realize we have so many new friends - friends who might not know where we started or how we got to where we are today.

Haiti is a mission field where economic opportunities and personal relationships are necessary to help Haitian Christians and pastors move beyond mere physical subsistence to evangelism and systematic Bible training that will spur church growth and additional church planting.
— From our Mission Statement - 2014

Timeline-significant events that shaped Haiti Awake

2012 - Graves family’s first trip to Haiti

2013 - Becky travels to Haiti frequently, beginning to learn the language and desiring to know the people of Tabarre 14 better

2014 - Many conversations with Steeve Derard regarding philosophy of ministry and his desire to pursue a Biblically-sound education

October 2014 - Haiti Awake was founded

2015 - Steeve began his education at STEP

2016 - Hurricane Matthew

2017 - Haiti Awake gained custody of the children of Kay Timoun

2018 - Political troubles began in earnest

2019 - Steeve graduated from STEP

2020 - Église Évangélique de la Grâce de Caradeux was founded

2021 - The Les Cayes Earthquake

2022 - Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize of God’s heavenly calling in Christ Jesus. Philippians 3:13-14

Celebrating a fantastic summer

As the summer of 2022 draws to a close, we look back with thankfulness for all that we were able to experience and enjoy. Here are just a few hightlights.

Glwa pou Bondye.

May

A trip to Les Cayes to see projects Haiti Awake has completed post-earthquake


The Your Pie Pizza Fundraiser

June

Graduation of the oldest four from Kay Timoun

July

Summer camp in Haiti

Kids Week at The Bridge, Wilmington, NC

August

The Sponsor Appreciation Picnic

A food distribution and a meeting to establish future outreach at the Les Cayes Prison

A soccer tournament at the CERMICOL prison in Port au Prince

A parents’ meeting to start the new school year

Thank you for your faithful support of the ministry of Haiti Awake. May we continue to see our Provider do exceeding abundantly above all that we might ask or think. He is able! (Ephesians 3:20-21).